I
was raised Catholic and attended parochial schools (St. Benedict's
Elementary School, Central Catholic High School, and the University
of Notre Dame) all the way through college. I was ten years
old when I was accused of being a heretic for the first time;
I questioned my fifth grade teacher's statement that Charles
Darwin's theory of evolution
was false. My fascination
with science and the scientific method was born during her
irrational outburst, as was my desire to know the truth about
spiritual and mundane matters. My interest in both worlds was
demonstreated by my decision to attend the Yale Divinity School
to sort out
matters spiritual and religious immediately after
earning a masters degree in Physics from Yale's Graduate School.
I
researched and explored Christianity from many different
perspectives, applying each new insight to my personal life
in an attempt to make the teachings I received as a child
relevant to my adult life. I researched the life of Jesus
and the history of early Christianity because of the importance
that Jesus was given in my early life and to decide whether
he was still a relevant figure for my adult life. I concluded
that his life story was a gnostic myth meant to convey allegorical
teachings about the divine nature within all humans. If you're
interested to know how the allegory got passed down to the
present time as an historical account of the one and only
incarnation of God, read my discussion on the Historical
Jesus? page.
Since
I determined that Jesus' story was allegorical, I shifted
the focus of my learning from historical research to an indepth
exploration of myself. I am in the process of sorting my
memories and the different voices that comprise me into different
categories that allow me to know myself better. As I become
aware of the programming I received from my parents and the
Catholic Church, I can free myself from its control. At the
same time, I become aware of the other voices inside me which
are more my own. Through this process, I hope to eliminate
the many ways I have learned to strive to be other than I
am (based on the hope of becoming more like Jesus). This
striving, of course, is based on the assumption that I am
defective as a being, the old Original Sin theory, and have
to strive to be good because I am naturally evil. I reject
this belief. However, this means that I have to learn how
to live life as myself. All my Catholic training and programming
was about constantly battling against myself. This is the
quandry. So, this transition is quite challenging at times
but rewarding, nonetheless. As I learn more about who I am
and who I'm not, I hope to remember and experience more of
my divinity.
I
have taught high school and college physics, mathematics,
psychology, physical science and comparative religions, although
currently I am only teaching yoga classes. I am a certified
clinical hypnotherapist and, in the past, facilitated
over
2,000 past
life sessions.
I am presently working with my wife and partner in a recording
business, doing music, web/graphic design, recording engineering,
and music production. My wife and I happily reside with our
two, wonderful teenage children and our two Shetland sheepdogs,
Magic and Shanti.
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